What You Can't See Will Change Your Life...

November 16, 2009

There's a reason why Treasure Island is so hot. They were one of the first bareback porn companies to really push the boundaries and do more than just have porn without condoms. This scene on Treasure Island's pay site, TIMFuck.com, is from a 1999 video that I consider to be one of the hottest videos of all time - "What I Can't See..." In my case I can categorically say this video changed my life. It got me totally boned about the very taboo topic of anonymous gangbang breedings. It helped me discover something deep and powerful inside of me.

You have to go back in time to think about why this video was so important. Antiretrovirals only came on the scene in 1996 - before that HIV was a pretty quick death sentence and that message had been ingrained in our thinking for well over a decade. This was just a short 3 years later and the "use a condom every time" folks were still very much in power. For someone to actually eroticize taking anonymous loads was clearly an eroticization of HIV and being poz. Paul Morris straddled the line by calling what he was doing a "documentary" and he has clips throughout the video of relatively inhibited straight guys who just want to jack off on camera that were meant to "contrast" the bottom taking loads.

But the message was clear - taking anonymous loads was hot and sexy and being a poz cumdump was something that a good bottom should aspire to. I know the video changed my thinking on sex. I'm a breeder top in part because of this video. I wonder how many bottoms took it to heart and started taking anonymous loads as a result of this video? How many of them literally had their life changed by becoming poz?

Dawson's 20 Load Weekend (which I was in), took it a step further and showed a bottom just about everyone agreed was super hot being a cumdump bottom. That video was sort of the culmination of What I Can't See. It said even hot jocks get into being cumdumps. And I don't think it's a coincidence that I saw What I Can't See, and a year or so later I did an anonymous pump-and-dump with a guy - it was sort of a first for both of us, but we really got off on it. That guy went on to be Max - the Treasure Island producer who shot Dawson's 20 Load Weekend, and I went on to be rawTOP... ;)

Yeah, some guys aren't made out to be cum dumps or breeder tops, but those of you who feel the pull of anonymous loads - you really should just go with your gut and do it. It will change your life, but make the most of it and own and enjoy every minute of your sex life...

If you haven't seen What I Can't See - watch it at TIMFuck - it's a lot cheaper than buying the video and there are a whole bunch of Treasure Island and Macho Fucker videos to keep you entertained.